Tuesday, February 28, 2012

sade - operator yang licin

i've post a shout out in my facebook status that i lost my phone to get a feedback. nothing happened. so i'll just try to save any number i can remember inside me mind huhu.

baba - 0198765428
mama - 0172864769
nini - 0192057257
diknu - 0132261479
iki -0176291958
emy - 0122378402
haq -0126793772
aziah - 0193055719
dina - 0122375784
habib - 0176137613
uncle rizan - 0123221972
renesas - 0333268000

i thought the list would be longer. damn.. looks like i have to practise my memory later

Thursday, February 23, 2012

emmy rossum - perlahankan aku sekejap

selamat hari jumaat, aziah...

yesterday i lost my handphone. yeah maybe that is one of the redemption for my recent wrongdoings. alhamdulillah but still i don't know when i am gon go to celcom to reclaim me number. the last thing i did with my phone that i can remember now was messaging razi. in the factory library during the morning break time. yes i left it there because i was hurrying to the carom table.

i don't know whether i could recover all the contact numbers saved in the sim card or not.

oo yea the day before, on tuesday, i went fishing after working and i caught a nice gelama. i don't know what do they call gelama in england. so i just put gelama ok?

what's better thing to do when you're upset right? anybody would go and try to be happy again and do what pleases them. later after i fished, i went to the factory basketball court to play with the philippinos and futsal afterward next to the basketball court. burnt so much callories.

yeah i played with quite a good youngsters that night. friends of ayun. ayun is the goalkeeper for my latest futsal team, sendo. sendo was a team for 2012 renesas futsal tournament organize by jalal. and i think, for next year, imma organize my own team and i'll be the keeper.
sendo lost in this year tournament. we didn't even qualified for the second round.

i was late that sunday morning. i couldn't sleep the night before the tournament thinking about all the recent happenings around me. huhu. including the ones i told you in the previous entry.
sabar fifi, sabar... everything happens for a reason how many times should i tell you? o yea, for your information ayub is the one that dudok cangkong paling kanan sekali dalam gambar. huhu, he reminds me alot to fadzlan, my former classmate during my uitm diploma time. sorry ye yub.

baeklah assalamualaikum azi..

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

sheryl crow - kesilapan kesukaan aku

happy birthday fifi.
why? well.. you know the date today. 21-2-12. but that's not important. what's important is the thing i'm about to type here. the mistakes that i had made recently. lots of big things happened in these few days and all the atonement i received that had made me a better man than before - alhamdulillah.

maybe they were just some small errors. but being a fifi myself, i take 'em seriously jeah. to tell you ere, on that day, i just took my father's cellphone and just gave a call to a boy and i acah je cakap nak bakar rumah mak bapak dia kalau dia tak bayar hutang. huhu. tu je.

small shit only right? yeah but the consequences were quite big. it ended a relationship yo.
it had also made me more matured. that night happened so fast. just like that and to think of it, i'd just smile bitterly and be grateful for the redemption i've got. everything happens for a reason.

another one. i couldn't remember the exact date, i worked night shift on that day. i was quite late that maghrib and the prayer room was already full with the muslimins. so i just took my wudhu' (yes i like to use wudhu' instead of ablution because ablution sounds poisoned.. haha ok and i choose the word poisoned here for a reason but that's not the case now) and then i just wait until they finished the job. the imam of the group that time was ayub. after ayub had settled with the zikr and doa and shaking hands between us, without thinking twice, i called him and said "eh yub, tadi tu engkau baca tu blakang tu kena ada bunyi sabr...." concerning the end of al-Asr that he recited earlier in the prayer.

"kena bunyikkan hurof r kat blakang tu.. ehh hurof ra.. bukan watawaa saubis sab. sabr" ok done. dia angguk.

so after i finished my prayer, i went back to my process to check what's left for me from the morning shift. later on inside the process, faizal called me "eh fifi, aku ada benda nak tegur ni".
i was like "ok. apende?". "tadi tu aku rasa cara kau tegor ayub tu salah la. kau tak patot tegor dia depan makmum laen. mungken engkau boleh panggel dia kejap. time korang berdua baru ah kau cakap. kita tak tau perasaan dia. mesti dia malu. aku tau niat kau tu baek. tapi kita kena fikir gak perasaan dia. kalau engkau, macam mana perasaan engkau?"

and i was like alamak. sial la. apasal aku tak tefikir siakkk. "ok ok. a ah betol gak doh". immediately i went to the sealing process to look for ayub. i called him into the maintenance room and apologize. i was in a real regret. aku pulak yang jadi malu. bukan dengan dia je dengan dorang-dorang skali aku jadi malu. ok ah malu lagi aku nak cite sini... later yo.

in fact, it's already late i'm working morning shift kena tidor ni. tadi pegi panceng ikan. lepas panceng maen basketball lepas maen basketball maen futsal dah leteh esok jangan lambat, fifi.